My Life is RANDOM...

My BlackBerry is getting on my nerves...grrrrrr!!  I am telling you as soon as November comes I will be Team Iphone for sure!  My Blackberry stays hour glassing and hard resetting itself.  I am about to throw it out of the window.  Did I say grrrrr?  


So my surgery is set for July 13th.  I am really nervous.  Like what if when I am seemingly put to sleep (<---wow that sounds like what you would say about a dog) and I can feel EVERYTHING but can't move or open my eyes???!!!  That would blow mines.  UGH!  This whole thing is blowing mines.  I never had so much as a broken bone and now I have to have surgery.  WHY do Fibroids have to run in my family. I am praying against those things for my daughter.  This is crazy.  I thought only my mother's side had them but I just found out (maybe 2 months ago) that my father's side has them as well.  *sigh*  T'is my life. I got hit with a double whammy.  I just want this to be over and behind me already so I can get on with my life.  If anyone knows how to pray PLEASE keep me in your prayers.  


I am suppose to be making meatloaf but I am blogging about nothing.  I like blogging about whatever is on my mind.  I don't care about order or anything.  My life is random as all outdoors.  LOL.  


Are people going to even read this?  Who still reads?  People prefer vlogs...sad but true.  I don't care if no one reads this.  This is really for me.  I have a lot on my mind and I have been told that I need to let it out.  Hmmmm what will I disclose on this blog. I am pretty much an open book.  When people ask me questions, I answer them honestly.  I have nothing to hide.  


I really love Jesus.  I have been saved going on 9 years now.  I wish I was more active in ministry when I was younger though *sigh*.  Well better late than never...